The silence cuts like a knife as we pretend.

swimming yesterday was good.
used to go swimming twice a week.
but now,i dont even go often.missed it a lot.
visits to SAFRA /SIA sportsclub just arent a priority anymore.anyway,it rained heavily,made the day better.
today wasnt a very pleasant day as well.

(today meaning tuesday)
i havent done my holiday assignments.
zoo date was cancelled.
potc3 with EJ late at night till around 1215?
reached my aunts place round 1plus.
couldnt sleep at all.sigh.fuck.
(but im not gonna say it's cos of you)

cancelled study date at 11,im sorry.

"your eyes are shiny." haiyarh,whatever.
no,im not gonna cry.(its stupid.)

it's good that you finally came around and talked.
haven't talked to you properly for weeks,maybe months.
it's definetly good to know that you feel you can always lean on me.
and if ure still thinking about it, yes,i missed you too.

and to you. yes,im heartless.

are you happy now?

it's just soo bittersweet.

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